Huzzah!  A loss from last week, good stuff!

Of course I am  happy with the loss, however there is a part of me that is like – blurgh!  Because I could have done better, but I can’t be mad at that – I just have to realize it was a success!  So, shoosh Coley on having to find the pooh in everything!!

I am pleased with the loss and heck, I’d be lucky to have that loss each week.  My concern has been that I’ve been working SO. HARD. and then on the evening I inhale whatever is in sight – even when I’m not hungry, I do it (so I realized last night).  Last night, I started to nosh on hershey’s kisses, the potty-rewards for my youngest.  I bought them knowing I do NOT like Hersheys. They’ve been there for months and of course now I start to poke at them.  So, I had several last night and I was like – alright, I feel satisfied now, I don’t need anything else.  Then I baked cookies, at FOUR of them and inhaled a slice of cherry pie (that I dont even care for cherry pie and its been sitting in the fridge for a while now, slowly being pecked at by my husband.)  I purposely got cherry pie because I don’t care for cherries.  So, what this what meant to say was – even when Im not interested in the things in my house, I find myself inhaling them at night – and practically undoing the HARD work and incredible food choices that I have been making each day.  SO, I’m lucky that I lost weight – however, Im actually up from last Friday – sigh!

I really want to continue this week STRONG, and of course i want to continue forever strong.  Something I am also celebrating other than my lovely weight loss, is the fact that my mind and resolve is still strong and I believe, strengthening – even when it takes a dip each day (yes, each day) I’m still here – and honestly, that’s something to be happy about