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Is my house killing me?

8 Mar

I’m sick AGAIN.  I’ve got a terrible case of strep, AND pink eye in one eye.  My 5yo also had double pink eye.  Seriously, I used to get sick a couple times a year – and both times were no biggie and NOW?  I feel like I’m never completely well!  People have told me that it’s the fact that I have two children in school this year – although both of them arent in full time.  My mom thinks maybe our house has mold or something – we live in a dry climate and our house is 8 years old, but now I’m starting to believe her because we’re always sick!  I don’t know what to think, but I can’t possibly live like this!  Agh!!

Anyway, over the weekend I was completely useless, so much so that I ended up staying at my moms so she could help with the kids.  I am on meds but don’t feel like my throat got the memo, it’s painful to swallow, I can’t sleep… ugh.  Anyway, weight loss is again, low on my list – I just want to be able to function!  Anyway, I haven’t weighed myself in a while, but I am dealing with some new issues with self esteem.

Weird.  This blog is so not a weight blog, it’s just a “What’s happening in Coley’s head NOW?” haha… I’ll have to chat about that soonish, but it’s ugh, not a good thing.  Anywho – I’m doing alright, though!  Just learning more about myself, and that means my weaknesses, all the time – gotta strengthen those – it’s all part of the living, growing process that is getting to be the best me, right?